No, let's not talk about it. I want to shove it away. Put it in the closet and not let the mistakes I make taint our relationship. I'll always be a little crazy. Well, you know that or you will. I put on a mighty fine mask but sometimes it slips. Let's not talk about it. Edge around it and pretend that it's all ok. That's what I want, to hope for more is hoping for too much. And I've learned hope is dangerous to hold on to for too long.