- I love my family like crazy, although we're a bit nutty I think we are more functional than most familes I've met. I like to blog and often am trying to figure out what site is best, so far I've settled on blogger. I love cats and very very well behaved dogs (but there really aren't that many around are there?) Diagnosed with an eating disorder, but I am trying not to let it define me.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
tempted to go back
Apparently everything I'm feeling is perfectly normal for someone recovering from an e.d. I suppose I should find this somewhat comforting but I really don't. I told my therapist how lately I have the urge to hurt myself and she said it makes sense, I have mostly stopped hurting my body with the e.d. so there is a sense that I should hurt in some way. I don't know, I mean it makes sense but really I just miss the way not eating feels. Its the most comfortable uncomfortable feeling I know.