Here I am again. Doing the same old shit, again.

I am broken and no glue can put me back together again. I'm flawed and nothing in the world will fix it. I wish for more strength but do little to build it. Life's so short and I'm wasting it . I want and need to feel better about myself but its hard. Really hard and I'm lazy.

My bad traits seem to out number the good. Why is it so easy to remember  all the bad things I've done and none of the good things.

I'm lonely, stupid, selfish and so much more. I would add fa to that list but that would be too obvious. I give up way to easily, my whole life has been me running away from uncomfortable situations